Sunday, sadly...

Ugh, again I do not look forward to going to school tomorrow, the weekend went by too fast like always!! Last night, a night I had hoped to see the spring musical "Bat Boy" (yeah, I know, odd name, huh?) at my school but that didn't happen. I ended up laying down to watch TV and fell asleep and by the time I woke up, it was around 7:30! I had a plan of getting there at 7 o'clock because as my friends told me, the musical had been really big and A LOT of tickets had been sold but if I was there early enough, I could get a seat. Nope, that didn't happen because of my stupidity - I forgot all about it until I woke up and saw what time it was and was like - and I missed out seeing something that really good.

Another thing that has been bothering me this whole weekend showcases my stupidity again. It started on Friday: It was after English IV was over during second period, a girl I know came over to me to ask me about something. She first asked me if I was planning on going to prom. I actually already had made it a thing in my mind where I wasn't going because unlike last year where I went single, I REALLY wanted to go with a date. I mean, it's my last year of HS and I wanted to make Prom a night to remember with a picture of me and my date and know that at least I wasn't one of those single people, sitting off to the side, sad while all the other couples dance to the prom song of the night - last year it was "I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing" by Aerosmith. I ended up doing that last year, sitting off to the side because I had nobody to dance with and it put me in the worst mood so by the end of that night, I found myself not enjoying prom AT ALL. So, for this year, I told myself that I wasn't going to do that to myself and even if it makes Melissa (bff) upset that I'm not going, I don't care. Unless it changed with somebody asking me out, I know for a fact that I'm not going. Well anyways, I told the girl I wasn't planning on going so she went on to explain that she was trying to set up a guy friend of hers with somebody for prom because he didn't have any date. She then told me his name but I don't even know the guy so I automatically told her no. She went onto say that it was alright and to forget about it and left.
I'm kicking myself right now because so what if I didn't know the guy? I could've asked to MEET him at least and see if we had anything on common grounds that we would enjoy each other's presence istead of just going because we were set up. Also, one thing I know was that a lot of my friends are going to Wildwood and that was another memory I wanted to have - going there and enjoying it with my friends, just hanging out and so forth.
Nope, by turning down the girl's offer, I pretty much have blown away my chance of having fun and something to remember - I'll just be sitting around on Prom Night, bored to death and when all my friends come back over the weekend, I'll be upset as all the girls show off their prom pictures and going on about how much fun they had. I blew that all way. All because of my stupidity.